how odd and what a difference it makes being able to just write and let your thoughts, ideas and problems take a shape and form in black/white with italics/bold grayish letters..(i still don’t know how to change color fonts). I enjoy talking as well and that I do a lot off, but in writing you have no interruption, it’s all about your inner voice coming alive (I can hear myself talking what ima type next in a slow medium pitch voice lol) maybe I should write how it makes me feel.. ok ima give it a try..
I remember starting so many diaries in the olden days (preteens/young adult) but I would forget my pen or run out of paper or simple yet I didn’t want my mother or sister finding out.. but now only a dead battery or no internet can stop me.. writing non professionally makes me feel great, I’m glad that I’m wasting my time doing something simple easy and clean.. maybe a few curse words here and there lol.. it makes me feel part of a group..and I like that feeling.. it has helped me with meetings and personal issues when dealing with my children.. I’m grateful for my two hands and fingers..
a little bit more about my persona:
I complain on just about everything but I give reasons to why I do so.. I guess being a mother and seeing my children fail and mess up on plenty of occasion has turned me into a teacher (which I suck at), a critic (which I’m good at), a judge (I try to be fair), and most important a counselor/therapist (which I take seriously).. these are all challenges for me , I guess for anyone but it comes natural because I love my children and I love my wacky self…
I wanted everyone to know this.. please practice and learn and get use to loving yourself…